over 2 years ago.. 2 years. June 15, 2004 is when i made my first post on xanga. xanga has been my first ever online journal, and has definitely consumed an unneccessary amount of hours of my life. i read back on a lot of my posts, and i can tell that i have changed. my overall speech is just.. different. older, which is a good thing i suppose. just different. cheezy_gordita has seen happiness, tears, stress, laughter, countless online quizes, relationships, breakups, friends, drama, a million different layout and songs... that is, until, facebook was introduced. and in a few short minutes, my dear old xanga will be completely taken over not ONLY by facebook, but MYSPACE. yes, that's right, the last teenager on this planet to get a myspace will be me. i won't delete my xanga... this thing has more memories than my actual journal! i'll still probably comment on other people's, but as for the posting, i'm through. so while this post is kinda.. well, dumb and corny.. i wanna say thanks to everybody. for leaving sweet comments ((ie: promising to kidnap me with a purple beetle, and taking me away to fiji)) and giving me something to do in my spare time. "you say 'hi'
i say low
you say 'why'
and i say 'i dont know' "
--the beatles "when you try your best but you don't succeed
when you get what you want but not what you need
when you feel so tired but you can't sleep
stuck in reverse.
and the tears come streaming down your face
when you lose something you can't replace
when you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?"
--coldplay "i've got a heart full of rubberbands
that keep getting caught on things"
--butterfly boucher "suddenly the world seems such a perfect place.. ((my dear, a little frog!)) suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace..."
--moulin rouge "all messed up"
--breaking point thend. --mary-- | 
